unfortunately i wont be able to share the day with you and im leaving tomorrow night but i leave you with this.

its been five years since i met this girl. when i first saw her she seemed quiet and shy but left an impression on me. i was completely off, and shes my completely opposite. but i loved her.i loved how she laughed at corny jokes. i loved how she would argue. i loved how she was loud and didnt care when other people looked at her like she belonged in a mental hospital. i loved her for all her smiles, giggles, jokes, sarcasm, mistakes, everything. i loved the way the way she tried not to smile when she had something to tell me. i loved how she did what she wanted to do. i loved how she wanted to stand out. i loved her. and through the never ending phone calls, the pointless fights and fact that i told her everything and she never left my side my love for her has grown.

we are not perfect. we are opposites and we fight and we bicker but that just makes us who we are and makes our relationship that much better. and i if i had the chance to trade it in for a flawless past relationship i wouldnt because thats boring and she is anything but boring. she says i ‘put up with her’ but really i need her in my life. shes so important to me. i dont know where were going to end up, but as long as i have her right now at this moment, thats all that really matters.

happy birthday andrea.